My tears

I cried in your arms today as I held your face and longed for your embrace. I whispered "I love you" & walked away as you rejected my ache for you. You asked me what's wrong? I replied as tears rolled down my face. "I miss you".  Your silence broke my heart. I do not wish to hurt any more. I shall keep my distance. I will pray for that day to come when you say to me "I'm sorry; I was wrong."

I feel abandoned by my best friend & companion. I have such an emptiness inside me that I don't  know how or if I can fill with anything but air. I cried harder and all that I could to let out all the heartache & frustration I felt. For a brief moment I could breathe. I sat down and began to think of how much I need to be held like a mother holding her infant. I stare above me as I reach out my hands to nothing but emptiness. I cried harder.

When? Why can't someone hold me & tell me "All will be okay"? I hurt just as much as you or anyone else. I wish to be held by you & have you whisper to me; I feel you & I love you too. I doubt that day will ever come so; I will continue to cry the tears that are the hardest to wipe away.

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