It's been awhile & am grateful

The past few weeks have been extremely hectic for me. Up & Down like a dam roller coaster. I finally had all the remainding tests done needed. In the end with the final result being what it is: I choose to let it be; it is what it is. If my time comes sooner than it's supposed too I see it as God's calling.

So, I have been working my ass off trying to make ends meet to provide for myself, bill, medical bills & everyone else of my "pain in the ass family." It does take a strenous toll on me when I am left with a few dollars in my bank account & feeling worse knowing I was manipulated for it. Oh Well back to the drawing board.  I love to earn my way through life; enjoy the things that I never had as a kid or a teenager.

When I sit here and type and add more chapters to my second book. I think of how far I have come in life and then just SMILE.  My first book has taken me by surprise; after 2 years of it's publication it has drawn so many readers to my fanpage

Neena44

asking for a copy. Many of those fans are teenagers who are suffering from depression & have read some 

Sample Chapters

. on Amazon.

I have gone from 300 fans to over 420 in less than 3 weeks (It may not seem like much to others who have thousands) but for me it's a huge accomplishment; knowing that most of these fans enjoy what & how I write. For this I am TRULY blessed. 

My second book; as many times as I have rejected the final proof will be available shortly. This time I am not going to put a release date. If you care to purchase a copy of my first book feel free to click on the 

buy now

button to your left

and I will mail you an autographed copy.

I was told to add a DONATE button to my page & actually laughed at the comment. I can't sit here & ask people for money with nothing in return. I have written a book and it is for sale; it's that simple. Everything I write (my books) & the magazines I write for

Hub Pages

&

Chicago Examiner

 I earn..

Even though I have a full time job I still find the time to do what I love to do & it makes me feel so much more relaxed because I was able to VENT. 

So feel free to purchase your copy anywhere on my page or if you use the BUY NOW I will mail your copy faster than the publishing company. Hope the story & my writing captivates you enough to stay intrigued for the new book.  "Nikki & Minnie" A twisted love triangle. >>>>>>>>>

Now that my stress level is somewhat normal I can focus on the true thing that makes me happy & that is writing....

Thank You to everyone who has stood by me for the past couple of weeks; and I am certain that GOD has put you all in my life for a reason... Thank You, Gracias & God Bless you all................................................. Neena44